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 Once upon a time, a girl met a guy. She started talking to him through the internet & sometimes he would come over to go biking with her brother. Him & her brother go to school together. They met in the summer. He was a 14 year old 9th grader, she was a 12 year old 7th grader. When they exchanged phone numbers, they would text each other every single day. No matter what. They would always webcam every night, too. It was like Summer Love. One of her close friends, Amber, thought they would make a good couple. So, she started talking to the guy & told him to ask the girl out. He was pretty iffy about it, because he thought he would be made fun of for dating a 7th grader. At that time, the girl had interest in him. She dated 2 guys before him & she dumped both guys for him. He was in peer pressure. Days later, she told him to ask out the girl again. He wanted to make sure she would say yes. So Amber got evidence. After that, he felt pretty confident, so he talked to the girl. A few minutes later, he asked her out. She exploded. It was September 2, 2010. They started talking more. Their first date was at a carnival. One of the cutest things was that he got her a blue bear, & said, “I got this for you baby”. She was blushing. So after that, they got used to each other more, Started to hang out a lot, & went on many adventures. They had their first kiss on October 13, in her garage. One of her memories, was when they were at Target. They just sat on the couches their the whole day. Then, they were at McDonalds. They were hanging out in the play houses.

They were at a park.

Westmall Food Court.

They were the most cutest couples ever. They would always tell secrets. The most deepest ones. She knew everything about him. He knew everything about her. They would always have fights, but they’d always stick together.

Months later, she made the worst decision of her life. She got interested in some other jerk. She broke up with him & told him to find a Freshman girlfriend. She didn’t mean it. She broke his heart.

Days later, she wants him back. She misses him so much. She felt so very empty. It hurt her. He didn’t want her back. She got depressed for a week. Then she couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to overdose on medication. He got scared. He got back together with her. She was the happiest girl alive. They went on more adventures.

Month later, they haven’t seen each other for a week. He had basketball games. She had parents up on her business. They missed each other a lot. They would write each other letters.

THEN, on December 1st, he broke up with her. She was depressed. She still is this very day. Everything they both ever wished for is gone. She gave him her everything. Then, she found out that he only wanted her back was because he didn’t want her to suicide. It hurt her so much. She was his first real girlfriend. She taught him the materials of being a good boyfriend. He couldn’t take the age difference & the different schools. He also, started talking to Freshman girls. She hated him. She needed him. The whole month, she’s been crying her self to sleep, she sat in the streets waiting to be run over, she cut her self, she tried overdosing, everything. It doesn’t matter to him. All she wanted was him. They had so many memories together. December 2nd was suppose to be their 3 month anniversary. Everyday, she is still putting up a fake smile. She would tell her self that she didn’t need him, but it would wear off in a minute.

There still is no happy ending. She cried last night. So that’s the story. You know what else unfolds behind this story?

That girl was me.

(via giaambitious)